Choices

31st January. The last day of the first month of the first decade that I can remember.

I don't know if I'm in love with him. In school I feel like I don't and I should just give up. But when I talk to him I feel like a load has been lifted off my back. How is it that our feelings are so confusing. I want to love him but what's the use if he's not going to love me back? What's the use of giving flour to a flour mill?

My life has become a battle field. I'm slacking everyday on my studies. I have a Science test tomorrow and I haven't even studied for it. My life saver friend isn't online and I'm writing my blog what a freak I am.

I have nothing much to say. The days have been screaming past me. Football today was awesome. I wish everyday was like a really enjoyable football game. But it can't be can it? I wish and hope and dream for a lot. But I know they'll never happen. They say dreams come true. I doubt that will ever happen to me.
That's it I guess......
Well I'll see you then,
This is Sharinia signing out from Misery. :D

International Day!

2day was International Day and it was just awesome! I played in this band as the drummer. We were playing Cross My Heart by Marianas Trench.It was so cool! :D and I saw LUFI!!! well i would have wanted to see him a bit more but that's ok. lol I'm not freakishly in love wif him. So yeah. Everything's fine now. haaaaaaa and OMG!! this guy sang The World's Greatest and his voice was like hawwwwwwwwwww! (A)
haaaa..... again! IT WAS A FRKIN AWESOME DAY!!!

Another Read

Hey, I'm Sharinia and yea this is my first post.

I read my friend's blog and well she ranted bout what she wanted there so I thought I'll give it a shot. Nothing much happened today. Just the pipe on the third floor of my house burst and caused a massive leakage. It ran down all over the stairs the sound was actually amazing :P

Kay well that was weird. Umm.............I have well a lot on my mind I guess. I like this guy but I'm way out of league for a guy like him. And I know people who like that guy. Things are getting complicated. I just wish life was simpler. So yeah, thats life. ANd well I can kinda well I would say read people. If I know them for sometime I can kinda know how they would react to situations. :S I know weird,but it's kinda cool to be able to do that. I think our brains just do that naturally. Maybe some peoples brains do it more than others or maybe people who can do it are to afraid to show it. SO yea that's me what else should I say? Well I love music,who doesnt, I like Fall Out Boy,Akon,Simple PLan,Al American Rejects and so on.....I play the drums. And yea that's it.